My son was ill with lymphoma a year ago. He is in remission, Thank you God, and I am so grateful for this. It seems though that I have lost part of myself, I turn to God to get me through the rough times, in my head. There was just so much suffering, unfairness, injustice in the last year that I am trying to figure it out. Guess I'm on another spiritual path here huh?!
I have a court trial on Tuesday against my ex who was to help support Hank and hasn't. This tears me up, not for the money but for his lack of parenting. It hurts Hank, so it hurts me.
I haven't been here or on Chopra much, I come to read but haven't posted. My heart is still here with my spirit friends and the ones on Chopra. My head is spinning and I need to get focused again. So although I do not post, know I love you all.
And Inda, thank you, I think of you often and hold you close in my heart, always.
Love,
Sandy

Sandy
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Dear Sandy

Nice to see your name again here.

I have find for myself, that just a few sentences or finding images that give resonance inside is a good way of being more in the flow of life. Even just a single word or two, from my heart. This is something thta might be working for you too....

Love,
Dear Sandy,
I am pleased to meet you.
I am happy that you have come back to this site.

Sue Cat2
Hello Sandy. Wave
I am also very glad that you came back to this peaceful website.
I am sorry that you have had so many difficulties ,but hope that all things will work out well with your ex-husband.
I am happy to know that your son is doing well.
Thank you for coming back.

Vicky Smile
Dear Sandy,
It gives me the greatest pleasure to find you here.
I am truly sorry for the difficulties your ex-husband is creating for Hank and for you.

Sending out prayers that all things will turn out for your and Hank's wellbeing.
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"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it."
~John 1:5
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Even if you are too busy to post, just come here occasionally and sign your name under any post.
Love to you and Hank Love2
Inda sweety
Thank you so much for coming back and saying hello Sandy! And allowing us to wish you and Hank well. Keeping you and Hank in my heart.

It means a lot. Thanks buddy! Sending love and positive vibes. Yes Yes

Love and lightbeams, Teo Ying Ying
My dearest Sandy, my heart sister, I am so happy to find you here. I hold you in my prayers for the best possible outcome of today's court trial. May Hank's father change his attitude and understand how important it is for Hank to count on him ... and for you.

Sending all my love and positive vibes.
Margherita

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I’m open to love
my heart invites you to dance
come share my delight


senryu by Margherita
It is nice to meet you here again Sandy.
I hope everything turned out favourably for you and your son in regard to your ex-husband.

Have a happy holiday season.
Gisele
I don't know why I don't come back to this place more often. There is so much love, it lightens my heart. Thank you all for your sharing of your hearts and prayers.
The ex was ordered to pay most of everything. I should be happy with that, but years ago I spent mucho bucks to rid myself of that man. $18,000 and still had to spend more to get him to live up to our contract.Not to mention just the fact of taking care of his son. I am disappointed with the court system here.
Hank is still doing great! Just last week his testings came back clear! Thank you Lord Jesus, for your many blessings and restoring him back to good health.
I have been in therapy, seems I have a bit of Post Tramatic Stress Disorder. I cannot leave certain thoughts, images, feelings, worries, sadness of the past year behind, and find them difficult to deal with at times.It is strange, I am thrilled and grateful for Hank's return to good health, yet I still struggle.
God has blessed me and my family so, I don't understand why I feel this way.
Ahhhhh...sorry, did not mean to go off, I know God has us in his hands. sweety Maybe I am just off to a higher level of spirituality eh? Or maybe a swift kick in the butt to be more thankful for all I have received. Violin Especially through my son.
Know I love you all!
Sandy

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Thank you for coming back to Givnology.
I wish you and Hank all the best and much success and happiness.

Vicky
Hi Sandy.
Nice to see you back here.
I hope you will feel better soon.
Glad to know that your son Hank is doing well.

Please come back again.
Sue Cat2

Providence by Rassouli

Dearest Sandy, good to see you here. I understand that it is not easy to forget the extremely hard times you went through last year with dear Hank. May you release your tensions. May you quench your thirst at the Divine Source and may serenity, love and gratitude fill your heart.
God bless you and Hank.
Sending you much love and hugs.
Margherita Smile Smile Smile
Thankyou Vicky, Sue and Margherita.
I love the angel Margherita! You are always great at picking the perfect picture to attach!
Love you all,
Sandy

Sandy
Dear Sandy,
It is very nice to see you back on Givnology.
I am happy to know that Hank is doing so well.
Hoping that all your problems with your ex-husband can be resolved in a peaceful way.

Love, Inda
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Thank you Inda! Yes, Hank is doing great!! Thank you Lord. The ex, well, he has his issues I guess. Don't believe there is much hope there anymore. I talked with him a while back, seems he still is bitter with me and blames me for everything. We may be back in court if he does not comply with court orders which are due on the 15th. The saddest thing is, I don't believe he has a relationship with Hank anymore, and that hurts my heart for Hank. His Dad does not realize all he is missing.
Thank you Inda, for always thinking of us. Know I hold you in my heart and prayers.
Love,
Sandy

Sandy
I have just returned from a long trip, and am glad to see that you are still here Sandy.
I hope that everything will work out well for you and your son.

Gisele
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