Sending love and prayer energy to you dear Sylvie and your whole family.
It sounds very difficult with her wanting to go, wanting to stay, and she can only do one eh? When tragedies show up in life, and they do, I think that maybe I have them because I am the best to deal with them(?), well surely we grow wiser and stronger making it through them, and bizarelly, someone in the world wishes they had a family to have problems with...
I know that is no consolation, but I'm just trying to share ideas that could possibly make things easier. Well, you are a magical being Kiliwia Staranza One-To-Beam-Up Nutty-Buddy, and I send you hugs, caring, positive energy.
Seeing you, your daughter, your whole family bathed in positive vibes, healthy and happy.
Love and light being, Teo